Tell us how you feel about your life and you
life is confusing
Everything is happening all at once
and then nothing is happening at all.
It’s just a big ass fucken paradox
I’m happy, but not satisfied
I have knowledge of self but i feel like a lost soul
I show love to everyone and make sure everyone is okay
but i don’t trust them, I watch their backs w/o having them watch mine.
I know what i want and i know what i need, and most of the time
i don’t want or need them anymore like how sometime i want to take some words back and change them, so much easier on a computer
but idk, I’m not lost, i just don’t know what i’m doing here anymore
I’m learning so much but i’m learning everything all at once
i can handle pain and depression, i makes me smarter, stronger,
but so… what do i do now?
what am i suppose to do here now?
I just want to have a kid, thinking about that is the only time i feel like i have direction in this world, like my life matters for that little reason, and i like it. I don’t feel lost anymore. I know exactly what i have to do and how to go do it. life isn’t confusing anymore, i just have to remind myself why i’m here.